Your moment of Zen from http://Brainpickings.org/ Which is the smartest website on the internet.
https://www.brainpickings.org/2012/02/24/william-gibson-personal-micro-culture/
https://www.brainpickings.org/2011/09/27/steal-like-an-artist-austin-kleon/
https://www.brainpickings.org/2012/12/27/chuck-close-on-creativity/
My journey into film 